what is one supposed to do when one is unsure? know so much but yet is confused. so many things entwine to one, and also seperate. to put and take apart and can take from a secound to a life time to do. Like is evergoing story that will never end, even with departure your story continues in and with others. one must not give up and contiue the walk.

As most of my friends that know me know that wanting to become a graphic designer, for movies and veido games. But even fewer friends know what else i might have plan, some hate what it is but its something that has been stuck in my head since i was little.What i might do instead of joing college is instead join the Marines, or air force. I could go do the computer work, with radors, programing, and etc, and i know that would be better, more money and safer but i want to be soldier, or a pilot. I dont know why but something about those postions fasinate me so much, yes i would have fear but admiting and learning that fear makes one stronger, I want to test my limits, and the best way is in life and death siturations. Stupied i know but this is still all just a plan, though a plan thats been in my head since a year before my parents got divorce, and that happen when i was 7.
I also know some of my friends wont even talk about this, thats fine with me, this is my choice, lets just see what happens in my life in the next year and half. what ever happens can turn my life into any direction, even one i dont know. I wish all my friends i know personal, online, old friends, family, and even the recent ones from myspace all good luck with your dreams. follow your heart to what you belive is the right thing to do. Only you and you yourself can make your plans and choices in life. With all the bad there is good and good there is bad. Life is hard but that makes it worth living, you never know whats going to happen next. Follow your heart, take care everyone talk to yall all later. peace and good night.

havent realized before i added my pics that it been a year since i sumbited any work, wow. i didnt know lol. i plan on fixeing that, i got some work i like that i gonna to add onto deviant art, i just got to scan them in my art class first.
so how everyone been, sorry that i havent been on in so long, i didnt have a computer for the past year untill just recent. hope everyone doing alright.
i got some lyrics i can add to deviant art but not to sure if i want to yet not to sure, i also to lazy to type it all on the computer too lol.

any way i ran out of a few ideas, so if any one want to throw me some ideas for to draw i be glady to draw it for you, any thing fine with me. i also would'nt mind doing a art trade i belive thats what there called that be fun, when two ppl draw a chacter from each other and do it in there own way. any one want to try/

take care every one. see yall later

o yeah dose any one has myspace, i just got one a few weeks ago.
mine [link] if any one cares for it lol

life isnt the same when friends stop talking too you, and when things change os much for the best and the worst. so many things i want to say but can not. i wish life wouldnt change but thats life. funny how things are, but if life wouldent change we wouldent enjoy it very much would we now. lol. well i guess thats it for today take care everyone, to all my friends on d.a. and the ones i know in person. i just want to say thanks to the 3 people close to me for all the fun and great times from the past, i'll will never forget even if i grow old. thanks H,J,B

i finaly got a job at checkers been working four days and i already learn how to cook the burgers, fries, chickens and take the orders you get stuck with so many jobs it not funny. i only soposed to be a cashier but i am more of a fry cook lo

wish i could talk all my friends out there see yall all soon. take care every one. peace out holly, jen, steven, and jean.